At 38 weeks pregnant, this first-time mum shares her reflections as she prepares to meet her baby girl. With just weeks to go, emotions are running high.
Guest Pregnancy Journal: 38 Weeks Pregnant – First Time Mum
Week: 38
My Weight: 77kg – 11kg weight gain
Baby is the size of a: Watermelon
Cravings: Nothing crazy. I’ve loved all different types of fruit throughout my pregnancy – nectarines, watermelon, pineapple, apples, mandarins. Oh, and some days I really want frozen coke, which is funny because I’m not usually a big soft drink person.
I’ve been feeling: Pretty good. Tired, and she is definitely getting heavy, but I’m still managing daily walks without too much discomfort, which feels like a win. The odd day I get reflux or feel a bit nauseous, but it usually only lasts the day.
Mentally, it is all getting pretty scary. This is our first baby and there is that constant feeling of “Can I do this?” The birth itself doesn’t scare me – it is the fourth trimester that feels daunting. The sleepless nights, learning to breastfeed, giving my body time to heal, and being completely selfless. Add financial stress into the mix and you start wondering how people manage.
They really are right when they say it takes an army. I’m going to have to get better at putting my hand up and asking for help. The thing that always puts a smile on my face when I start spiralling is thinking about my husband’s face the minute she enters the world. I cannot wait for that moment. It makes me cry just thinking about it. Hormones are such a wild ride.
This week I’ve learned: To slow down and take a moment to relax. It’s my first week of maternity leave and I am usually an all-go kind of person. Taking time for myself and not feeling guilty for sleeping in has been important. I also learned about padsicles and will definitely be making some to help with aftercare.
I am most excited about: Meeting my little one. Seeing my husband’s face when she arrives. Giving her a cuddle. And, if I’m honest, regaining my full wardrobe again – it will feel like having new clothes. Although I will definitely miss the bump.
I am most nervous about: The fourth trimester and being responsible for a tiny human. I’m nervous about breastfeeding, recovery, and stepping fully into the role of being a mother.
When I imagine my baby, I see: Perfection. I can’t imagine anything but the most perfect little soul… with a touch of sass if she’s anything like her mother.
After my baby is born, I can’t wait to: Simply look at her. It still doesn’t feel real that I am growing her. I can’t wait to hold her in my arms and just stare.
The funniest thing that has happened: Not being able to see my vjj and not realising hormones had caused a few stray hairs to grow. I’ve had laser and haven’t had hair there in years. My partner kindly pointed it out after my midwife appointment and I was mortified he hadn’t told me sooner.
My most worn maternity outfit: Stretchy knit dresses. So comfortable and they show off the bump beautifully.
If I could say anything to my baby right now it would be: I love you. You are already our world.
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